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Yeah. So. I’m listening to a political debate and waiting for my step-parents to get back with pizza. YAY PIZZA. Anyway…I’m bored out of my mind, and feeling a little sick; Kavi-kun lost his phone, and it’s turned off anyway, so I can’t talk to him…it makes me sad. I miss him so much; my heart twists just thinking about it…
But I have the stars to keep me company. And my new fox plushie. Yay plushie. I’m back from Sky-chan’s…that was an interesting night. We went to a baby shower, where we played some very odd games. There were these plastic babies in ice cubes, and the first one to get their baby out without touching the ice won…so I started blowing on mine, and pressing the cup to warm parts of my body (like the insides of my arms T_T) and waited. So to win, I had to shout “My water broke.”
And then they fed us strawberries. Chocolate-covered strawberries. AKA sex crack, and I immediately hated everyone in the room. X-x; I think about having a kid sometimes…I want two; Alexkzander Delogowri [Insert Last Name] and Saiai Aletheia [Insert Last Name]. An older brother to protect my little girl. *Smiles softly.* It’s a nice thought, in my head. I don’t know what kind of mother I’ll make; I just hope I do better than mine did.
Yeah, so, I think I might try Acid. I promised Kavi I wouldn’t do anything rash, so I’m just thinking about it for now. Since it’s self-destructive and all that. I think me and Sky-chan will take some together…that would be funny as hell. We have a good time without hallucinogens. But I’m going to be a good girlfriend and ask first. <3
I hope he reads this sometime soon…so that he can know that I think about him all the time. He’s my heart, and I can’t go a second of the day without wishing he were right here beside me…There just aren’t enough words, in any language, to express how deeply I feel for him, or how much he means to me.
Je t’aime, le cher, mon couer…Kavi-kun. <3
